Ok, so I've been sick with either a cold or the flu or just plain old tummy problems for 3 weeks now and Im frankly worn out and frustrated. I know it should be something I should just let go and realize everyone gets sick but seriously 3 weeks of not being able to leave my house without major consequences is making me cranky!
On top of all that Ive been hurting. Pain happens to me all the time and I've learned to kind of live with it and even ignore it most the time but its gotten to the point its worn me down so bad Im on the floor weeping sometimes.
I guess the part that bothers me the most is Im aggravated at God for "making" me this way. I mean I know he didnt bring sin into this world and all the other arguments that hes the healer and bla bla but seriously I cant stop this but HE CAN what is up with him ignoring me?
